The whole Edward/Jacob conflict

i have a very strong opinion with the books that i read...so in a case like this I want my opinion to be heard


There are these books--literary works of genius--by Stephenie Meyer called Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse(you've probably heard of them) and future books to come Breaking Dawn and Midnight Sun (and possibly--crossing my fingers--more)

If you haven't heard of them you may leave now(yes, I actually give you my permission to stop reading this) or if you havent gotten to new moon yet you can stop


in New Moon and Eclipse there is a whole conflict between Jacob Black and Edward Cullen. they both are in love with Bella Swan and Bells loves both of them(edward more though).

In Breaking Dawn(yet to come out) there is supposed to be an utmost and final decision--to be made by Bella--between them. Even though she already chose Edward I know there will be some sort of twist before they get married. This is my opinion on who Bella should chose. It wont make since(mostly) if you havent read the books, but here it is...

I'd rather her choose Edward because she loves him unfailingly and has since she first had an actual conversation with him. Her without him is a depressed, suicidal, demented, and otherwise unwhole empty shell of a human. She can't be without him. She is however able to be without Jacob. At first she wasnt because her subconscious mind knew that she loved him and wouldnt stop pestering her until her conscious mind admitted it, but now that she knows it, I think it will be easier for her to cope without him or at least just be friends with him until she turns into a vampire.

It sounds stupid and like it should be the other way around--where she knows she doesnt love him and is able to be without him instead of her knowing she does and now she can be without him--but it isnt and for the benefit of Edward she should remain with him because he basically has to live--in an odd since of the word, more like exist-- for eternity(or until he finds some way to kill himself*cough**cough**volturi**cough*) without her. If she leaves him, he will always remain heartboken and never be able to love someone in the same way or even at all but Jacob only has his life to live without her and he has the chance of imprinting on someone and loving them exceedingly more(in an indescribable way) than he loves Bella

Just look at Sam, Leah, and Emily. And even if Bella does wind up with Jacob(so not gonna happen) he still has the chance of imprinting and leaving her--again look at Sam, Leah, and Emily-- and Edward says that he'll be waiting in the wings for that but I dont think she can fall back that easily, especially if she has kids.

sorry this is so long i just have to have somewhere to rant. lol
Im out
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